Unpredictable™

最怕突然听见你的消息

2012-02-15T08:52:00.000-08:00

很疼。其实，有时候不小心去碰到还是会很痛很痛。
其实，真的突然有一点点，就那么一点点很想你。

很多很多话，不该说，所以不能说...
我会吞下去的。

就只不过，痛的时候哭一阵子，哭过就好了。
我都知道，不可以去回想，真的不可以，绝对。

昨天有一个人问起我们的事，当然我什么也没说，
他似乎很想知道可是不敢去问你噢，呵呵。
我就说了一句，没有谁对谁错。

你也许不会再来这里看看了，我知道 =]

我还需要时间和勇气，希望有一天我们可以很自然的像朋友那样一起坐下来喝茶聊天。
不知道需要多久，但是由时间去吧。

我没有恨你噢，可是讨厌你 =((
讨厌那个态度对我转换那么多的你。

讨厌那个做了不敢承认的你。。不像你。。突然像是不知道你是谁...

最陌生的，熟悉人，

可是谢谢让我曾经那么爱你。

Lonely Valentine's day? Whatever.

2012-02-09T03:30:00.000-08:00

如果有一天，你遇到了让你更心动的人，你选择离开，请你早点告诉我，不要让我成为最后一个知道的人，不要让我成为傻瓜，因为那样我一定会恨你。我不敢说我会原谅你，但我一定会放手.

I never expected i could let go so fast because i loved him the most...but its even faster than when i broke up with the ex before him.

Yea, I felt GREAT. although i felt myself was kinda idiot and so f'king silly but as long as i knew the truth. I wont blamed n regret..because i always understand falling to someone is uncontrollable.

Specially thanks to the one to let me know this :) I really appreciated :)

Just like the quote above, I will surely let go :)

Lao da was right. She always told me, don't simply believe and thinking of the man is really that good enough, you will never know the real him until the day you discovering and you gonna cry badly.

Ewwww...stupid exam making me stressful. But i felt better after crying.LOL =[

okk, i knew i'm too stupid =[ BUCK UP.

alright, Valentine's day? NAH!!! Date with booksssssssss!!!!

Sigh, Good luck in your final buddies!

Sem Break Waiting for meeeeeee!!! Going to play!

Mr. Teng II

2012-02-06T21:21:00.000-08:00

Hint: your birthday

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To Mr.Teng

2012-01-29T23:18:00.000-08:00

Hint: Your Birthday

Smelly 4

2012-01-20T08:29:00.000-08:00

Hint: ya same as before :)

smelly 3

2012-01-19T10:20:00.000-08:00

Hint: same as before.

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wey

2012-01-17T09:37:00.000-08:00

wey, where are you...
i wanna see you...jst awhile...

can u come my dream tonite?
:)

good luck for my presentation tmr...
wey, you will pray for me,right?
...

宝贵的一课之看情侣吵架又打架

2012-01-14T11:54:00.000-08:00

今天看见他们两个吵成这样，突然感慨我还是幸运的，至少我的前男友们没有对我这样…
也突然明白两个人在一起应该的相处方法…这个世界，大家好像都有被害妄想症了，大家都只想到自己会受伤…简单来说，只会想到自己有多委屈，自己有多辛苦，多尽力让对方…
我说怎么都只想到自己？
哎哟，就是因为只为了保护自己，什么都好像在说只有自己受过伤害而拼命的在辩解和要求对方体谅…
想想我真的失败啊。。我就是被害妄想症那个…但我保证我也是最傻那个，只会怪自己来发泄，什么都是反省自己而没有去解决问题~话说回来，女人希望有安全感，所以总是怀疑东怀疑西…男人总希望有个懂自己，不要给他添烦恼还要乖乖安分守己当个女人应该做的角色…好好想想，双方其实都只为了好好在一起，何必搞得大家那么不好相处…当然，说的容易…大家说要解决问题时总会带着不好的语气，每个人情况也不一样…
简单的来说，我上了宝贵的一课…明明在意对方还要死鸭子嘴硬的两人，吵架吵到动粗，看了都心疼，互相相爱还是要伤害？
跟他和她分别聊了很多，什么对感情累了？借口！相爱不就是要这样吗？大家累了就一起休息片刻，冷静下来，咄咄逼人、互相指责、动手动脚，闹分手难道有比较好？

男人，你爱她还可以这样眼睁睁看她哭成这样，不心疼？看她哭就没有要抱着她的冲动？珍惜那个爱你的人…没有多少人做到，至少假如你不爱了就说不爱吧…女人没有办法像男人看得那么开，说的那么轻松乐观说分开去找那个适合的，对彼此都好…屁话…女人真的爱你听得进才怪…告诉她不爱了是听起来绝情，但却是对女人而言很重要，她还不是为了一个爱字才坚持？只要听到不爱了，死都会让自己放下…

有时候累了并不是不爱了，而是需要休息而已…不要拿这个当借口…

希望我今天没有白费功夫解决这两人的问题吧…真心希望他们找到对的相处模式，毕竟都是爱着对方的不是吗？

Smelly 2

2012-01-12T10:13:00.000-08:00

Hint: Your old FB password again

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hey mr.smelly..

2012-01-10T01:39:00.000-08:00

Hint: Your old FB password

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Goodbye 2011

2012-01-01T10:34:00.000-08:00

Well 2011 has passed. Say hi to 2012..

In the whole year of 2011..my life filled up by HIM.
ya, we can't hold on anymore, I'm sorry to myself and for you..

Although your behavior now making me can't believe.. somehow, idk why i felt ur pain too..
I'm glad i'm not alone..for the time being..
thanks for all those awesome memories..
I've became more matured after broke up..
thanks Mr.smelly...the first one i love, seriously..

他..
华语不好..常常需要google translate读出来..
他..
不太喜欢拍照，他说有时看到自己的脸觉得欠扁..
他..
黑眼圈很深可是眼睛不小..皮肤黝黑..

他..
很爱咖啡，每天都要喝，没有喝会头痛..至少两杯..
他..
眼角有细纹，笑起来很灿烂..
他..
其实很自卑，很爱吃醋，看起来很多心事，却从来不跟我提..

他..
和我一样爱唱歌，而且喜欢模仿萧敬腾，有时候真的很像..
他..
知道我喜欢王力宏，有特地下功夫去学他的歌..
他..
很爱玩也偶尔很粗鲁，可是可以很温柔..

他..
喜欢捏着被的角角睡觉..平常喜欢捏衣角..结果制服的衣领角是有一点黑黑的..
他..
每天很晚睡，而且睡很沉..睡得很安静，只是偶尔有一点小打呼..
他..
习惯只用一个牌子和同一款的沐浴乳，蓝色的..是婴儿常用的牌子..

他..
和我一样，不喜欢吃虾..
他..
要吃可以吃很多..
他..
大笑时会盖着嘴巴，因为他说他牙齿不整齐..

他..
很照顾形象..头发对他很重要，每天出门前花很多时间整理头发..
他..
会说很多的道理，很会解释和分析..口才很不错..
他..
其实很爱干净..

他..
很爱留指甲..只留小指..不愿意剪，他说是经常会用到..
他..
最不怕的就是痛..而最不能忍的就是搔他痒..
他..
虽然说不怕痛..但却很怕被按摩..

他..
喜欢叫人家帮他挖耳朵..
他..
嘴巴很痒，很喜欢咬人...
他..
的背会长痘痘，所以不可以平躺睡..

他..
脾气不好..可是常忍着不发出来，却又不要说是什么事，让人觉得很pek cek..
他..
常说有话直说，没有什么不可以讲，可是自己都没办法以身作则..
他..
很重视朋友，即使偶尔吃了亏也从不会计较..

他..
很有爱心..他说比如人类比动物聪明，所以要爱护小动物..
他..
看起来很随便，什么都可以..可是要挑起来，却很挑剔..
他..
对吃很有研究..算是瞒会挑好吃的食物..

他..
最拿手的是cheese maggie..总是很自豪没有人煮得出来一样的..
他..
吃饭时会先把菜吃掉..肉留在最后..
他..
没什么衣服..穿来穿去都是那几件..让人看了很想买衣服给他..

他..
力气很大，是左撇子，可是右手也不差..
他..
总是很怕被人骗..他说他有阴影..
他..
很喜欢看电影..很多电影他都看过..也常常说他的英文是看戏学来的..

他..
害羞的表情很可爱..
他..
很努力照顾家人..
他..
对什么事都很有自己的看法..

他..
想远离一个人时，真的就可以像另一个人了..很可怕..
他..
有时候很小气，很固执只相信自己..听不进别人的..
他..
其实也有点迷信..

他看起来什么都懂，可其实很多都不懂..

他把很多事都当成了一种责任在做...有时觉得他把一切责任看太重，累坏了自己..为自己加重负担..
他好像都常认为他身为一个谁，就必须和应该怎样做..
其实.. 有时候会想是他真的想这么做，还是出自于觉得自己应该这样做而做呢？

他还有很多很多...
说也说不完...

但这也就是他..既简单其实也有一点点的复杂..

谢谢这样的他，填满了我2011的生活..多姿多彩..

感恩。
2012你可要争气点让我开怀大笑 =)

hi dear myself

2011-12-29T07:27:00.000-08:00

how do you do? i knw you are just misses him..
you love him. but your heart is tired. he killed your heart to let you stop loving him.
Yes,your heart is died 50%. another 50% was trying hard to dying as well.

He said don't live for him. Don't make him be the only one. He is right?
Well, of course you knew what is should and shouldn't. You'd live for urself, you just follow your heart..yet your heart is missing..you gave him. You returned his stuff for him, but he forgt to return ur heart for you.

You are just too tired. You shall take a rest. Remember don't giving out ur heart anymore..until the person really worth it. This is a lesson to tells you, do not believe their words easily although it seemed so true. All those words were just BULL SHyyyT. Look at urself now, and look at him..you both own a tired look. Hey, calm down and have a rest, for you and for him too.

2011-12-07T09:16:00.000-08:00

It's ok...I'am alright...you just go ahead do anything what you wanna do. At the same time,i will do what i wanna do as well.

So it's ok, I've decided, no matter how you treat me, i will never regret. I will not give up! I weren't you! I would not giving up before i try. Even you are going to push me away..I don't scared. I'll just be me..I wanna stay strong and remain optimistic! Never fight never know. =)

2011-12-01T21:19:00.000-08:00

亲爱的自己，别再哭了。你哭到颓废了，生活乱了。好好照顾自己，不要哭！
不要哭，不要哭不要哭不要哭不要哭不要哭不要哭，不要哭好吗？答应自己要爱自己。
骂我，骂醒我。快让我醒。

Ok, I ain't OK these few days :(

2011-11-26T00:29:00.000-08:00

uncle, where are you looking at? LOL..

I like this ;)

and this..another favorite..

huhu...kinda embarrassing to sit behind a stranger cute uncle's motor *.*

thankiu Miss.Mabel n_n

aiks!!!
I'm freaking frustrated these few days!!

especially during my mid-term some more...arghhh!!!

i just felt like wanna scream outtttttttt...

Relationship always complicated, and exam question more complicating my brain== totally makes me freak out!

Quote of the day: "Love is making you do something what you wanna do for your partner, and never enough; it ain't about what you supposed to do, and making ur love become your responsibility,it's not a burden!"

anyway,

cheer me up. :(

2011-11-22T00:35:00.000-08:00

请允许我大哭一场。

歇斯底里的哭。

放肆的哭，狠狠的哭。

哭到精疲力尽，哭到醒。

让哭声把恶梦都哭走。

让眼泪让自己视线清晰，好好读书。

好好的哭，好让自己重生。

哭过就好了的！

Yoohoooo

2011-11-14T06:54:00.000-08:00

It has been a month i never been here..huhu!

Meanwhile, I'm here, in Malacca already one month. Time flies truly. ><"

One month, uhm..lotsa things happened.

Tears, emo, laughed, busy, sick, worried, n blah blah blah some shitty,unlucky n pheww! LUCKILY.

Whateverrrr, get over it.duh.

I stay with 3 pretty roommates n 4 handsome with a pretty housemates as well.

So far we live happily :))

Uni life?.. boriiiiing...haha! =.=

but well I'm kinda glad I've met some kind and friendly campus friends here...

Between, since I enter uni, n start my new life here, I'm getting skinnier...no,is four of us..my roommates too,i meant. Yes, we just trying hard to save SaVe SAVE uppp! LoL!

can you imagine that, i just spent not more than fucking 5bucks per day! Sometimes,don't even spent 1cent. Call us SAVING QUEEN. hahah!insane.

Family?...

Tadaaaaaaaaa....

last week, A new member has born!

3rd bro's son ^^

our lil'New member!! <3

He is super lucky that, has a same birthday with Mrs.Lam Ai Wen. What a coincidence eh~

Nah, finished my blog. what to do later on? ewww!!!!
Boriiiiiing man hell!! =/ hmm...maybe Left4Dead or assignment?=.=

byeee readersss~

have a good night!

miss euu ;))

男人明白女人吗

2011-10-15T20:56:00.000-07:00

女人经常心里会有一种莫名的害怕。。。

或许不应该这么想，但知道吗？有很多时候越来越失望...
男人，你在怕被她知道什么？如果就像你说的，其实并没有什么，那请你问问自己为什么要隐瞒？

你到底爱她吗？不对。。应该说会珍惜她吗？

男人，请你知道，当你越想要隐瞒，你就会欺骗。。所以不要说你没有骗；
当你这样做时，请你一定要知道，你的举动会让她胡思乱想很久。

当然，你会说你这样做是不想让她误会，试问自己当她发现你隐瞒她，这样会更好吗？
在她心里，你越隐瞒的事只会让她觉得很没有安全感，
她只会想到，假如真的是那么平淡的事，为什么你要瞒她。。

为什么就不能坦白，你在怕她知道什么？

爱她，就给她安全感；
爱她，就不要让她有胡思乱想的机会。

Forward ——女人怀疑你是因为你不能给她足够的安全感。女人是极其敏感的动物有时候你的一个小举动都肯能会让她胡思乱想所以多关心她没事的时候多抱抱她多陪陪她，给她安全感让他觉得你是在乎她的她不是一个人她还有你陪着。——

2011-10-11T10:33:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry. to myself. I'm just fuckin' useless that who will only drop tears behind and mad herself.

SHE WAS JUST FELT TRULY INSECURE FROM THE TIME BEING. THE BAD FEELINGS NEVER GONE SINCE THOSE THINGS HAPPENED.

be strong. just ignore everything that you've saw and knew. you should act blind and deaf all the time. that's a better choice, perhaps?

Think about it ;)

2011-10-08T22:41:00.000-07:00

actually, do you really know how to love someone? Don't be thinking of loving someone is part of your job, sometimes people would say they already done what they gotta do when something happened. Sounds like kinda irresponsible isn't? And just like treat your relationship as a "part-time job" LOL. Holy shit, you thought your "love" is your "boss", and you're just following the rules to working on love? that means you don't understand how to love someone..

totally agree with what steve has blogged about.hehe.
ya, it's what Love meant to be :)

*pick some of the point from his blog* sry, i've stole some great content to share here =X haha!

1.to give love is to give everything.
2.to receive love is to accept everything.
3.to make love is to make everything.

First, I'd admit I'm always failed to give everything.*erhem* It's what I guilty about. Yes, just because of the fear. Even though I'm lack of confidence and having insecure feeling most the time, but honestly I've sincerely pay out my love. =]

Secondly, I bet most of the people having this problem,including myself..when you're in love with your partner, make sure you understand what kind of your partner is. Just like a quotation saying, never ever thinking of changing anything of your partner, just accept who he/she is. Especially his/her personality. Think of it, if you try to change your partner to be the one you wanted he/she to be, do you think he/she still the one of he/she is?

Lastly, I absolutely agree of what you saying that =)..."sex makes everything? not just talking about what if a baby pops out, but in the face that you took away not only your partner's virginity, but to live with the fact you took away something that your partner has only one to offer in their whole dear life." so, guys have you cherish the precious that given by her?

but well, the most simplest thing in love: always be loyal; isn't? :)

helpless.useless

2011-10-04T12:02:00.000-07:00

What the F* i still up here. Study stuff is bothering me. I'm feeling helpless.. been crying for quite awhile.. I'm damn fucking worried.

Next week gonna be registration day, but now I still got lots of unfinished stuff to do. ESPECIALLY MY ACCOMMODATION NOT YET GET THE CONFIRMATION! Holy Shiiit, gonna living on the street?!

it's almost 3am, i supposed to on my bed immediately but i just can't sleep.
I've been almost a week cant sleep tight. sigh, i felt bad.

how could i to be so useless. =(( I don't wanna make my family keep worrying about me, especially mom..she is the one who helps me a lot, she was purposely made a new bed sheet by her own hand just want to give me to bring over there..

everyday, she is the one who busying prepare my stuff..she worried that they are not around me when I going to open school,because they're going China during the same timing. Dad helps to wash n polish the old n dirty study table for me, n now the table just like the new one, I'm touched. Nobody could do that for me all the time, but only them.
There's a truth, I really LOVE my parent to the MAX.

But now, Ima stressed. MONEY and TIME are killing me.
God, please let everything goes smoothly. I don't wanna my parents worrying me too much. I've grown up, i should be handle myself, be independent.

I'm tired seriously.sigh.

and ya, of course i love ya too.

nobody is absolutely right or wrong

2011-09-15T00:32:00.000-07:00

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FW: Romantic note

2011-09-03T10:33:00.000-07:00

*Forward*
like it :)) it's so true. shall take a look..

如果两个人想好好的在一起，必须有一个人特别特别会忍。

那些难过、那些委屈。
我很想说，其实我都懂。

我们不是每天都像看起来的那么开心。
我们都有很累的时候。
一个人在黑黑的夜里。被冷冷的风吹。
孤单的。

我要你开开心心。
即使再难过。
当想起有个人在默默的陪伴你。
即使是在很远很远的地方。

多想是你和我一起吃饭。
只要开开心心的。
哪怕是路边摊也可以吃的满足。
手牵手，快快乐乐的压马路。

我要的，
在我难过的时候，什么话都可以给那个你说。
一句亲爱的，别难过，你还有我。
心里的难过就会好很多很多。
因为我知道，
有个人在我的身后，默默的陪伴我。

我要的，
在我孤单的时候，有个人给我发发信息，让我听听你的声音。
这对我来说，比什么有趣的书，好玩的游戏都重要，都欣慰。
因为我知道，
有个人，虽然不经常见面、陪我，
但心里却一直挂念着我。

我要的，
一声叮嘱、一声关爱，一句问候。
吃饭了么？饿了么？累了么？
其实，对我都是珍贵的、暖暖的。
我发誓永远都不会嫌这样的话语啰嗦、麻烦。
一句我们在一起，什么困难我都能抗下去。
其实，在我心里都会荡漾出最幸福的涟漪。

我不要温柔的甜言蜜语、不要海枯石烂的誓言。
我要的，
只是一个紧紧的无声拥抱；
只是要一只能牢牢牵住我的、不会随便丢掉的手。

我不要你每一分钟都陪我。
你也有你的生活，我不想干涉你太多。
我要的，
只是你能够相信我，
说的出就能做的到的行动。
温暖着我的心底，充满着幸福的滋味。

很多感触、很多感动。
我都放在了我的心里慢慢回味。
一条关怀的短信、一声电话骚扰。
其实，都是我在想你的表现。
你懂吗？
我想要的，仅此而已。
未来的未来，未知未觉。
迷茫的彷徨，期待的不可预知。
没有信誓旦旦，没有笃信和永远的保证。
一双手，暖暖的牵着。
食指，牢牢的交叉。

我们不吵、不闹，就这样简单的过着。
我希望可以公平点。
喜欢你是不可改变的，爱你是不可预料的。

叶子，总是飘飘然。
它总是飘忽不定的。
相信和坚持，直到你不爱的最后一秒。

我不需要你常说我爱你，我想你说我们在一起。
我不相信爱情，我相信你。

busssssy as a bee?

2011-08-31T09:09:00.000-07:00

Again and again....I was feel so sick of it...sigh.
and cant sleep well.. but what a coincidence that I'm glad there is always have an accompanied me when i couldn't sleep and alone. that is what we called friend..rofl!

Again and again... I'm tired but unable to sleep..*big n long SIGGGGGGH*
alright, I've started to work in Parkson from 29 Aug...selling perfume,anybody looking for perfume? Do come and find me :) but ya it's just a part time, end up on 4 Sept. at the same day, 4 Sept, you guys would going to see me in Tasik Y again...phewww...must be DAMN F@$%&# tired! =.=

By the way, since Mid-Autumn is coming up,for those who wants to buy Moon Cake...teeeheee...tell ya I'm going to sell mooncake at BPmall from 5 Sept-12Sept. Haha. Kindly support me too ya! LOL.

So I'm so busy recently man..yawn!

STILL, I FAILED TO SLEEP! ='[

anyway, Selamat Hari Raya and Happy National Day and also early wish Happy Moon cake festival everybody :)
here to stop.

2011-08-25T11:40:00.000-07:00

What are you waiting for...?

Don't wait, not worth for it.

what's wrong

2011-08-22T00:53:00.000-07:00

不知道了，真的。。已经渐渐看不见。。

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P/S: Once I allowed you to see it, please kindly keep my privacy, thanks for your coorperation. =]

B stands for boring

2011-08-21T01:35:00.000-07:00

Bring me out.Bring me out.Bring me out.Bring me out.Bring me out.Bring me out.Bring me out.Bring me out.Bring me out.Bring me out.Bring me out.Bring me out.Bring me out.Bring me out.Bring me out.Bring me out.Bring me out.Bring me out.Bring me out.Bring me out.Bring me out.Bring me out.Bring me out.Bring me out.Bring me out.Bring me out.Bring me out.Bring me out.Bring me out.Bring me out.Bring me out.Bring me out.Bring me out.Bring me out.Bring me out.Bring me out.

Hell. B stands for boring. =[
I have car to use today but due to the weather is too damn hot, giving up to drive out.

I had insomnia last night again.
It's badddddd...silent...alone. and...thinking of stuff the whole night..
I thought, making myself tired could work..but i was wrong. sigh.

I've spent the whole afternoon clean my room, and washing my clothes with own hands somemore..hell its a barrel of clothes -.- cooked sweet potatoes soup...blah blahhh...etc..works like maid...the most making me mad is the three monters...shit man! Totally ruined my day. Freak out truly.

Since i'm exhausted but still, I failed to sleep tightly. ewwwww!!

It's too bad, Wen Xian has been back to Taiwan today =/
Don't know how long the time to going can meet up him again.
Bud, do take good care there anyway =]
we will miss you here.

And i realized that nobody could always bring me out from now on too...pathetic!!...

Arghhh... would like to go out, anywhere. =[
still,hates to be alone.

hmm

2011-08-18T02:57:00.000-07:00

I don't say but I knew clearly in mind.
Honestly, your behavior makes me wanna give a full stop many times but I'd control myself not to be so impulse.
When I felt it getting stronger in heart, I'm started hesitate and doubting bout what I exactly want.
At the first few times, I thought I were too exaggerate or sensitive..but from the time being I'm started to feel something not right...until I'm tired from it, giving up to care too much. Just let it be..
Anyhow, I will always keep quiet, stay and watch what will going on.
Think wisely, it could be a good thing to be happened for everybody. =)

Maybe...it happens soon..?hmm..

World Championships

2011-08-15T01:17:00.000-07:00

There is something ain't right, just a feeling. Hm...complicated, guess what? Sometimes, we just don't even know how to say and don't know what exactly happened on us. Okay, i knew..bet you're confusing of what i wanna say..bhahah...alright cut off the craps.><

Recently, i had bad emotions...correction is my emotions r gettin' worse......*hell man!*
It's sucks!! What the hell with me? I'm almost failed to control myself whenever we talk bout that topic, can say most of the time.*arghh* :(( I was trying to be patient but then always FAILED. I might be too stressed on it. CHILL!!

倘若还能笑一笑，日子并不会太难过 (:

Back to the title..
Last night, we are watching the World Championships of badminton..it's so exciting and ^&$&!$#@*!!
Our hero Dato' Lee Chong Wei vs China's superstar Lin Dan again...
Ya, everyone knows it was truly a sad end -.- he tried his best but just not that lucky as Lin Dan. We are SAD to the m.a.x.Just a lil'bit the winner will be LCW you know!gosh ><

after all, many Malaysians were complaining on him...and even saying felt ashamed to be a Malaysian because of he has lost ytd. I saw they were quarreling on FB..hmm,sparking show.LOL. Anyway, stay quiet is better, instead of posting those immature comment and get scold isn't? Think wisely before talk.
still, hoping LCW could get it back right next time.. :,)

2011-08-04T02:49:00.000-07:00

Goodbye without reasons is the most painful one. But Love without reasons is the most beautiful one.

Isn't it? =]

突然好想你 :,)

2011-07-28T01:26:00.000-07:00

这是一首，很喜欢很喜欢但过了很久都不太敢听的歌。
一首难得会听一次哭一次的歌。曲和词真的都太好了 :,)
带给很多人很多故事吧...听过上百遍还是很爱的歌..

有时候，忍着太多真的辛苦自己而已…↲今天婷说的一些话有让我觉醒了一些…但还是忍忍吧，过了就好了;)

What type of lover are you

2011-07-26T23:59:00.000-07:00

it is an interesting and nice pic~

Work hard for the love, seriously.
Hesitant because fear of injury.
One is never enough and still want to seek for more.
Hurt others for their love.
Don't wanna pay effort and want to get love.
Just stay there and watch.

So which one are you in the above? =]

to dear myself

2011-07-25T01:54:00.000-07:00

亲爱的自己，

你怎么了了？别再处于封闭状态，别再沉默寡言，这样不像你。别再让琐碎事一直呆在脑海，这个不是你。为什么不要辩护？让他们了解你多一点，让他们明白你不是这样的。从前那个嘻嘻哈哈的面容在哪里？为什么经过那些事后，都变了。。还是很在意被误会过吧？但为什么不要说清楚？你怎么变得那么累？怎么还不释怀？家人是亲近的不是吗？经过那么多事，为什么渐渐的让你心里长了疙瘩？你不应该介怀的。。。但脑海里好像一直提醒着自己，这些事从发生到现在一直没有人说的清真相，就这样放不开了。长得越大似乎看得越重，越来越在意就越来越疏离。什么时候学会了逃避？一直想逃开一样，把自己封闭，或是能不在就不在，让自己消失来回避。今天听了一段话，我好像惊觉自己少了什么？在逞强什么？或许，让自己静一静远离一阵子就会好好了。

Nothing really matter =]

The more you care, the more you have to lose.

有时候沉默真好，可以假装什么都不知道。心里明镜似的，知道言多必失的厉害，但更知道不能把这种反感说出来，神情中更不能流露出来，于是，便用沉默来防患未然。说太多，不如沉默。想太多，我会难过。

don't need title

2011-07-23T10:39:00.000-07:00

I'am fed up of your comparing on me with oth! Would like to ask...when are you going to end up this?! 你们比够了没有? Did you know I'm truly stressed! My silent doesn't mean I DON'T CARE! I'm living with the situation of many shitty things, so bothering me..but you never knew, okay cause I never tell..what you know is always telling me who else get this or that, why I couldn't make it or same like them? Come on, Iam who I AM not anybody else...everyone has the right on choosing own path isn't? You never concerned about what's i need, what's bothering me?

stupid me..I have done a quite long post, but decided to delete until this short. -.-
maybe I'm too careless and talk too much about privacy,so pheww! Wasted my time on typing so long.WT* ><

SIGH.反正就是家家有本难念的经。除了烦，真的没有其他代名词。
也渐渐明白到底是什么让我自己常常有一些奇怪的问题，原来成长过程真的很重要。
可能你们不太明白，但...真的心灵上是真的比精神上重要。
也才发现，自己是有多没用，很可笑，很贪心。

可能，我还真的是有点神经，哈哈！

突然好想出去... ... ...
这样就听不见了 X(

[Meaningful] 梁继璋给儿子的备忘录

2011-07-21T23:44:00.000-07:00

It's what i read from newspaper last night, this letter is given by a famous Hong Kong DJ to his son the purpose is telling us hows the realistic society, the disingenuous human beings. this is the true world. Sometimes being realistic is one of the way to protect ourselves.

你在人生中要好好记住的事：

一、对你不好的人，你不要太介怀，在你一生中，没有人有义务要对你好，除了我和你妈妈。至于那些对你好的人，你除了要珍惜、感恩外，也请多防备一点，因为，每个人做每件事，总有一个原因，他对你好，未必真的是因为喜欢你，请你必须搞清楚，而不必太快将对方看作真朋友。

二、没有人是不可代替，没有东西是必须拥有。看透了这一点，将来你身边的人不再要你，或许失去了世间上最爱的一切时，也应该明白，这并不是甚么大不了的事。

三、生命是短暂的，今日你还在浪费着生命，明日会发觉生命已远离你了。因此，愈早珍惜生命，你享受生命的日子也愈多，与其盼望长寿，倒不如早点享受。

四、世界上并没有「最爱」这回事，爱情只是一种霎时的感觉，而这感觉绝对会随时日、心境而改变。如果你的所谓最爱离开你，请耐心地等候一下，让时日慢慢冲洗，让心灵慢慢沉淀，你的苦就会慢慢淡化。不要过分憧憬爱情的美，不要过分夸大失恋的悲。（无欲则刚）

五、虽然，很多有成就的人士都没有受过很多教育，但并不等如不用功读书，就一定可以成功。你学到的知识，就是你拥有的武器。人，可以白手兴家，但不可以手无寸铁，紧记！

六、我不会要求你供养我下半辈子，同样地我也不会供养你的下半辈子，当你长大到可以独立的时候，我的责任已经完结。以后，你要坐巴士还是Benz、吃鱼翅还是粉丝，都要自己负责。

七、你可以要求自己守信，但不能要求别人守信，你可以要求自己对人好，但不能期待人家对你好。你怎样对人，并不代表人家就会怎样对你，如果看不透这一点，你只会徒添不必要的烦恼。

八、我买了十多二十年「六合彩」，还是一穷二白，连三奖也没有中，这证明人要发达，还是要努力工作才可以，世界上并没有免费午餐。

九、亲人只有一次的缘份，无论这辈子我和你会相处多久，也请好好珍惜共聚的时光，下辈子，无论爱与不爱，都不会再见。

结论：看透了，就不会有什么会痛苦的。

11-14 July 2011 (KL)

2011-07-20T02:09:00.000-07:00

A short KL trip with ex-colleagues,lady boss(Evon) and (Sylvia) a customer aka friend.

The night before we started our journey, i only slept 15minutes,WTH.

chitchat with LaoDa away...LoL.3.45am fell aslp, 4.00am woke up.-.-

Get ready and bla bla bla...5am having our breakfast. duh,damn sleepy all the way!

sleeping in the car,

after woke up, have a lil' touched up..

hmm, glad it is acceptable look.><

camho, chitchat n FB-ing in d car to filled our time.

uhm, there's a biggest problem that big city always having traffic jam -.-

glad i wasn't live in there. So hate the inconvenient of traffic jam, because our bladders damn full!

almost pee in the pant, we gotta prepare pampers nx time, rofl! xD

finally reached the destination, PWTC...Cosmobeaute Exhibition (Asia)

Gosh..you know it is just 10am but what the F*ck parking has 90% fulled.

we're going crazy while searching parking.

after all, get to enter at last!

awesome make-up skill.

we don't took much pictures, because too tired.

guess what, 3 of us were taking nap in the hall==

erhem...first time doing such thing,nobody recognize us..so slp away..kekeke...

how boring are we...Evon and Sylvia were exciting shopping none stop at upstairs.

that's all,we leaved there at 6pm.-.-

imagine that, we leaved at 6 and going to check-in hotel directly...

but we are taking 3hours more to reached!! T.T 9pm++

sigh...pathetic!

but there's something happy, that is our accommodation so great :)

woohoo...big enough and comfort.

free-style wardrobe and kitchen.

bhahaha! Evon is so funny.

bathroom :)

next morning, yogurt for breakfast.huhu.

tidying stuff and checked-out.

Comment for this hotel (ParkRoyal Suites KL) : Luxury but their workers...

kinda disappointed of their service. especially the guard of parking, talking with a rude tone, no manners at all.

anyway, we still remain our nice mood...

Heading Lot 10

to having these super duper delicious food!! in side the Lot10 foodcourt.

YUMMY.

Recommended the Number1 of here...Hokkien Mee.

once you try, it's woah! =P

>//<

after shop and shop...

tea time @@

eat againnnnnn....

i look sleepy again-.-...the girl busying capture all the way~

next, we shop again...

blaa blaa blaa...

too bad,we were too rush...unable to go MANGO =/

Anyway, love and very enjoy the time with them still^^

shh :)

2011-07-19T23:51:00.000-07:00

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2011-07-15T02:41:00.000-07:00

WOULD LIKE TO SCREAM OUT LOUDLY.><
Don't keep asking me the same question anymore,please =(
Stupid headache stick me the whole day, I deserved it. Grrr
Anyway, REMAIN OPTIMISTIC!

random!

2011-07-12T23:52:00.000-07:00

[外表活泼内心孤僻的人会做的事]

1.手机不离身；

2.对待不同的人有不同的性格；

3.从小懂得很多道理；

4.有时候很神经有时候很镇静；

5.会因为别人一句话伤心但不会被发现；

6.安慰很多人但自己却没人安慰；

7.会怀念从前讨厌现在；

8.有时候会笑的没心没肺有时却很沉默。

你,是这类型的人吗？

"yes, i am."

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Click me to read.

it is one of the post of Xiaxue,
well, totally agreed of what she said. like it. =]

by the way...I had just finished a photo shooting event again,
glad to met them all,they are awesome :) make my day so shine.
and I am back from KL...
body and mentally are totally tired.
but it is still a good trip, always love to with them~
Post up photos soon! ;)

something happened recently, and it's bothering. holy shit.

remember that, sometimes people keep quiet doesn't mean don't know.

Believe that you are 心知肚明. Hiding is just like keeping a bomb secretly.
tell out yourself is always better than people figure out themselves.

♥ teeheee

2011-07-07T03:16:00.000-07:00

没有很想你，只是在早上醒来时，看看有没有你发来的信息；我没有很想你，只是在听歌时，被某句歌词击中，脑中出现短暂的空白；我没有很想你，只是想看看你的样子，听听你的声音；我又没有很想你，只是每次醒来时，第一个想到你

Wow...how romantic is me...=P copied from weibo lah...hahah~
i knew, you dont understand...
nah, i did an english version..o(‧'''‧)o

I don't really miss you, just merely to see if there is any text that sent by you; I don't really miss you, just my brain would turn momentarily blank, when the lyric hit by a sentence in song of what I listening that would reminds me of you; I don't really miss you, but wanna look at your appearance, and listen to your voice; I didn't miss you, but you are the first who appearing in my mind that every time i wake up.

Oh my goodness...the first time I blogging about something so sweet..haha! ≥▽≤

╮(╯3╰)╭ phew! i knew you wanted to seeing these..so nah! how nice is me =P

Arghhh,JULY!

2011-07-04T09:43:00.000-07:00

15 July is coming up!!!&@$%^#%*!
kinda worried =X

this month is quite busy...you know why?
of course you don't know...haha *craps*
My schedule totally full.

FIRST, so many friends are birthday this month!shiiiiiit!!
Hey,you guys been discussed to born at the same month is it><
*pocket bleeding* Gotta prepare 3present again~

MANGO having SALES right now! Up to 70%,wow!
and it's coincidence, I'm going KL on 11 and 12 July with lady boss them..
Ladies job...SHOP -.- erhem,but no money no talk..so,control lah ya. sigh.

next? 15 July is a very important date..feel wanna scream out loud.
ok, 16 July? It's Gary Cao's Malaysia concert,ya I am attending...so,KL again.

okay, even HE is not my idol, but i acc someoneeeee...
[i prefer LEE HOM]...=P anyway,Gary is not bad too..

so, I've planning something bout my future recently...
hmm... be more independent, be stronger. MUST. Nobody able to help you, but only yourself.

need

2011-07-02T01:41:00.000-07:00

I need talk.

But don't really want to talk.

I need laugh.

So, i need jokes.

I need silent. So, Do not ask too much.

It's f'king depression again.

懂 vs 不懂

2011-07-01T11:55:00.000-07:00

看见了一些有趣的，也深深了解 :

‘让懂你的人爱你，让爱你的人懂你；

但事实上懂你的人未必爱你，而爱你的人未必懂你。’

-其实，与其怪人不懂或不谅解自己，还不如检讨为什么要让别人不懂自己吧？也没办法啦，让人百思不解也是一种神秘感，哈。=/ -

‘让留住你的人爱你，让爱你的人留住你；

事实上留得住你的人未必爱你，爱你的人也未必留得住你。’

-我觉得嘛，留不留得住是其次，而重点在于你要留住的人离得开你吗？与其那么辛苦的要留下对方，还不如用对的方式来对待，让对方不会想离开。-

智者，察言观色；

明白现况问题，懂得了解与改善就不会让问题加以延伸。

愚者，自以为是；

只会一味的以为或不懂得投机取巧，最后只有失去。

okay, finished sharing ;) understand it, you could get more than so far that you knew.

aww...bed is calling me..haha!

good nite world and peeps :)

people complicating the world

2011-06-30T01:39:00.000-07:00

People like gossips,

Like to talk nonsense...

especially our elders,

I felt freaking sick of their nonsense.

for those relatives,

they act like very concern about you,

but actually talk a lot in the back of you.

You may realized while they talking about other's children privacy infront of you,guess what? They definitely would do the same at the back of you. *disgusting* p/s: they probably show off something instead of telling you -.-''

So what is going to happen? We,as a son/daughter of our parents will be the victims at last,which facing the pressure under their comparing of you with oth. Eww...pathetic! Nobody likes to being compared.

Just like today, I heard the conversation of my mom with dad, saying my aunt(dad's sister) is asking about me in the phone..maybe education or what else but then i think her purpose is to tell my mom my uncle's daughter aka cousin is going her diploma and training and blaa blaahh...her tone was like saying "your girl is doing nothing and useless". (Come on lah! She has just finished her diploma, is that an amazing cert? Is that my STPM cert so worthless or what?)

But then my mom is telling her "she is waiting for Uni, she wants to continue her education". She was like "Oh is it...she don't want to work but still want to study huh" meanwhile tell my mom " Last time, when uncle's daughter is graduated from high school, she was working as a teacher at kindergarten, salary is about RM800 leh...nice work and so obedient" ( you thought RM800 very high is it?! -.- in their mind,they thought teaching is a noble work. erhem, anybody else get to teaching kindergarten, don't she knows?)

My mom answered, "Achyi worked as beautician last time and also many different of job like part time for exhibition too, she has just finished work and wait for the letter" (pheww!! If my mom keep silent,guess she probably to tell people bout my bad stuff)

So, she got nothing to say, merely said " I see, ...blaa blaahhh -talking oth stuff-"

Please, thanks concerning but not too much. P/s: the cousin she talked about not her daughter some more=.=

Aiks, what for to always like that? Their(aunties) mouths never stop of spreading people stuff since i was small. In the end? Makes everybody quarreled. SIGH

By the way, I'm so regretted bout something what I did. It making me so worried. So shit.

I pray, nothing will going to happen please =/

seeking...

2011-06-24T23:09:00.000-07:00

其实，我知道我还在寻找。

当你发现，一切似乎是停滞不前，

是该反省还是掉头再重新寻找？

是贪心还是不知足，
也许是因为那不是自己要的。

还是有那么多的不确定，
还是那么害怕。胆小鬼。

alright,Happy Birthday to Ryan,Rachelle and Regina...

the lil'cute triplets =) hope to meet you all soon again =)

stay healthy and happy.

2011-06-19T10:13:00.000-07:00

absolutely bad.felt so dead.
f'king tired.
fuh.congratz my dear, blessing you all the way.
happy wedding! :)
-post up soon-

烦死了。好累好累好累。
不想说。知道你们会说，不说出来没有人知道。
那算了吧，也不需要了解那么多。

我要的，你做不到。
什么事做不到？
所谓- 注定的事，再努力也是白费。

duh

2011-06-13T02:17:00.000-07:00

just finished teaching people one-by-one to help me click the F&N contest. truly thanks for those people who willing to help. :) this is the first time i doing such thing..haha! kinda embarrassing like begging people to do it...无事不登三宝殿huh! but who cares? as long as people kindly to help>< 好人有好报！I think you could enter the heaven if you'd help me.LMAO. I'll remember your favor until the end of the world...wakaka!!...

Sometimes, I look down myself that i ain't dare to tell too much at here, when something privacy cant tell, i can only do is using password function...thank God somebody brilliant has created this smart thingy...haha!
Somehow it's my place,but i'm afraid people would asking me too much after read my blog...so,sometimes i hope that people could read silently and don't ask too much or talk too much outside. but, i can't control people especially those not my close ones...or i supposed to knew it is what will always happen when i decided to keep it as publish isn't? and well, i don't like to have too many blog just like some of you separate as two..one to keep ur secret and another one to write about your colorful life, troublesome eh?haha...no offense.:)

forgive me,gotta do it again :P

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vent completed =]
curious? ask me, see whether can you know.sry for the inconvenienced.

love ya.

Love_is_

2011-06-10T00:01:00.000-07:00

a lovely comic^^
...
huhu...ma life?
slp.dreaming.wake up.day dream.computer.hangout.stay late.slp.dreaming.wake up.day dream.compuer.hangout.....bla bla blaa...

my currently life ::: my book_ i mean facebook, my music, my honey moon, and you ;)
boring? but enjoyable..bhahah!

Yesterday, i got a good news...Ken told us that our Micky mama has just in a relationship!

I have to say you're kinda unlucky, let Mr.Ken caught you while dating..haha...

by the way...congrats mama ^-^ glad you have found the one!

conclude, love is COURAGE. to tell or not to tell..that is a question.
LoL.

see this...so funny...rofl!

cam whole with this lil'piggy today...

lil' piggy looks so cute!

love the sweetie <3

ok, ima going lunch ya! byeee :)

to eu_

I love ya! lolss~^^

something stupid

2011-06-06T02:44:00.000-07:00

frighten??HAHA.

im biting tomato..i knew you gonna say WTH,Tomato?!yucks!

but well...idk WHY,i just simply love it.LOLz.

and ya there's no reasons when you loving something :P

i'm home alone today.it's superb nice laa.

you know why? nobody kachao..and biarkan aku boring sendiri.syoknya.

(sampat)

I say...I've something keeps running in my mind in a sudden...

so i realized i were so wrong in doing something

but sorry i just cant tell the detail anyway...haha :P

when it is the time, you will get what did i mean (:

love.is always around you & me .

I got it,truly

2011-06-05T11:43:00.000-07:00

Now i can really understand the felling,truly. Not a good felling indeed.

So, i make a decision that i wont let myself to do such thing to make you worry.

Promise :) and p/s: because i finally realized that i am really of care it.

no idea for tittle.

2011-06-05T02:49:00.000-07:00

my flu are alright at last..but coughing coming up...
i have a sexy voice now..wanna hear?haha!==

bet you knw it is a baby photo ya?
ya...it is ah Wen's baby o.O..felt amazing..she has just pregnant for 3months,already get to know the baby were boy~

so...she is going to be a wife,and a mother real soon!

uhmm...hope her husband would be a good hubby and a responsible father :)

guess what, i cut my hair to this short again..well,i like it anyway..

i look tired>< so..don't look at my face..haha><

compare with before(right-hand-side), it is shorter about 2.5inches..phew!

thinking of make it shorter, how is it? but...after few years la ya...xixi!

well...went shopping with Ting today!

what a sick and shit look.Ishh==

bought this...because of Missy.Lam Ai Wen...

for her wedding day..our wallet gonna bleeding again..erhem~

oh yaya...Dragon Boat Festival aka *Bak Zhang Festival* is happening now..

so it is time to making dumpling aka "bak-zhang"again! my home are making this once a year :)

Glutinous rice, pork, and..one more idk whats the name..i think is chestnut?haha

^^ i make it k...haha...

after tight up...

yum yum...i knew the pic shows not that good..xixi..

but really tasty..

ok,time to stop :)_Happy bak-zhang festival,readers_ :)

mwahs_^^

Plastic surgery!

2011-06-03T02:54:00.000-07:00

Going to share something about Plastic Surgery today...

here is the video made by Xia Xue which talking about her surgery experience..
after i watched it..it's really WOW...i think she is really brave and 'm truly felt admire for those people who done it!

here is the videos~

Part 1

Part 2

how do you feel??
you cant even dig your nose directly...i could imagine that really uncomfortable..O.o
Plastic surgery makes human look nicer, it is not a bad thing or bad cultural. I can understand that what's the felling of a woman wants to be more prettier..and guys,don't tell me you don't like to see pretty girls..
anyway, from her videos we understand that, this is the consequences of beauty you must be faced if you are consider to do it...and i knew, it is not an easy work to maintaining beauty.

Example like using cosmetics, skin care products..Goshh...me,myself...guess most of you knew I've worked as beautician before ya..I been forced to take good care of my skin..and the result? yes, i look prettier..but then i stopped it after i resigned..you know why, because I'm LAZY and my skin are gettin' worst now== plus,those skin cares are really not cheap...and once you used wrong products, your skin might having big problem...nah now you knew being pretty is not that easy!
haha,okay conclusion is I'm lazy...I've some cosmetics of course but you know i seldom to use..since i knew i cant be this, i forced myself to using sunblock..it is a most basic skin cares for my skin, to block my freckle not come out too much =P
just like what people say, there is no ugly woman in the world but only lazy women. So...ya i can considered as a lazy woman. So so so...I deserved it, i don't own a nice skin and pretty look.huhuhu ><

to me, i dare not to try it..because i scared of pain and ya it is really scary isn't? Cut your skin and put something inside...ouchh!!! *~*

here to stop^^ ciao!

It's POP

2011-06-02T01:17:00.000-07:00

ok...what did POP means at here...It's FLU...its so popular recently, so my body welcome it as well.LOL. Short says, I'm sick. Ain't feel good.
plus i failed to sleep well. My shoulder is f*kin pain since i woken in the morning.
STOP sneezing please.

besides,I had just read Lynvia's blog, got it she has started her new college life, hope you are doing real fine with your new started ya girl :) and of course there is some of my other friends went to private uni or college too.
so how about me...felt kinda bad..seems like always lost my way. Nobody gonna understand the felling because i don't know how to describe and don't wish to tell, too. It is still my biggest matter in my life, never be solved. i lived like so clueless.
such a shit life. I don't know what I live for? what exactly i want to be, and what for to done so much thing.
why did I supposed to follow what my family always wanted me to be. It caused me dunno what i exactly want.
Tired to answering those rubbish questions.

I might too greedy on something. So,Miss Chua! stop to being that way, never ever to request too much.
Awww...what's wrong ==

don't worry, I am alright :)
nothin' gonna beat me down.

no idea?

2011-05-25T09:45:00.000-07:00

I guess 'm freaky,truly...

there is always wordless. No suitable word to decribe.
ya,unexplained.
Some kind of complicated feeling, so unspeakable.

shit. i bet you guys confusing my words..haha><
sorry about that.

Sometimes, just can't tell, get it?
Sometimes, we rather to keep it deep inside.
Sometimes, no idea is far better than you knew too much.

to be continue :)
iwillmissyou,mwahs.

back in bee pee!

2011-05-23T02:11:00.000-07:00

I am back...I am backkkk! :D
hey peeps...did you miss me recently...haha!
wondering where I went to ya?

I was busying working for Home Expo...and now it is finished!

with zx and vincent..LoL...this pic was like celebrity huh..wahaha!

miko and Sue =)

this is Taiwan Ice-cream..which looks like Dorayaki!

yummy :)

they look so happy huh...like back to the childhood,happy enjoy the ice-cream..

haha!

after the home expo, I went to a family trip, at Port Dickson~huhu...kinda enjoyed!
we have been a quite long time didn't gathering...so it is a very good chance :))

beach :))

again...lots of photos wasn't with me><

so just be patient until i got them all and post ya..teehee~

so i just post up some random pics ya...don't mind it k..haha.

she is elaine :) my cousin..

ok i knew my face looks noob.cause it was early in the morning.

okieee...

stop here! =P

post up more about Port Dickson asap ;)

Officially 20!

2011-05-05T02:59:00.000-07:00

it is 17 April 2011

ya..my birthday celebration...

the first person who celebrated with me was she..Miss Ng..<3

thanks for the meal my beloved^^

meanwhile...i received a super duper birthday gift...

when we are enjoying our lunch...she called for HER,

we were shocked..she was take leaved on Sunday! so I were thinking of ask her to join us.

but then she say something...

" the pregnancy tests shown POSITIVE"

Ain't a good news...gosh! She was pregnant!!

sigh...her planned was ruined...no further study anymore...

i just hope that, her marriage will be happy. ya,her biggest birthday gift for me huh.><

night time with my buddies ;)

ok,im lazy to post up all...haha...do go my facebook to view all of the photos then :P

thanks for everything, i love you guys ;)

after that was hang out with sweet =)

lots of photos...but somebody else not allowed me to post up cause it is ugly,

haha! :P

lols..thanks for the draw.XD

forgive me..it is really a very simple post..haha!><

anyway...not teenager anymore..it is sad..lmao!

21st...don't come so fast huh...pls...

love ya :)

Simple is happiness

2011-04-28T10:27:00.000-07:00

When I was young, happiness is a very simple thing; Grew up, simple is very happy.

presently to me, i dare not to see too far, but i do cherish everything i have. As we know, there are too many unknown in the future, every next second is always mystery. Just like the quote above, i feel that simple is very happy. Isn't that? :) do not nagging about how sucks is your life, think from another side, as long as we're still alive,there is a way to get a better life.

and Sweet, i'm grateful to have your attendance in my life, you're just simple and nice. teehee ;)
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aww...sleepy!!! to be continued ya readers :P

nite nite!!
miss you~ ;p

short update 25/04

2011-04-25T10:25:00.000-07:00

I'm back! haha...I am not free to update my blog yet,so sorry about that readers.
i work as part time promoter for 10days (22 Apr-1 May) at Bpmall,selling furniture.
kindly support me if you are looking for bed room set or mattress :P
so ima kinda busy recently, i will update my blog asap after this furniture exhibition kay ;)

For those people who are always concern about me, I'm alright here, no worries^^
i will update soon~going to post up my birthday celebration, this year ain't like celebration actually. we just enjoyed our gathering, it is a warm, sweet and simple gathering for us =)

well, so sleepy right now..hnag on!

stay tuned.

do not sick X(

2011-04-15T06:31:00.000-07:00

dont fall sick...Dont Fall Sick...DON'T ><
holy shit!

feels bad..head ache,dizzy go away.
like going to vomit.

not felling well seriously.Don't tell me chicken pox are seeking me==
no way!
T_T don't wanna sick please.I can't.

praying hard.

2011-04-15T01:28:00.000-07:00

鼻子，酸酸的。

有时候，人与人之间什么都不需要说，
就能明白对方在想什么。多奥妙。
不想知道却也莫名其妙知道了。

感恩呐！
我们都感觉得出那么一点点。
我明白。贪婪。

现在才发现，我也有小气的时候。
那些屁话，留着给你自己。我就是记性太好，忘不掉。

街角的祝福-Penny || very random update

2011-04-13T02:00:00.000-07:00

an old song by Penny, i like it still~
hmm...so sleepy right now,
don't feel to do anything..haha!

having tea-break...home made fried carrot cake..Yum Yum~
with half cup of coffee>< perfect match..haha!

huhu...lets you guys to see an amazing mission! lolz

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there is many unbelievable things are possible to happen in life, believes that don't ever think nothing is possible.
sometimes, miracle would happening in your life secretly which under your expectation.

well, to be or not to be,that is a question.

here is a quote taken from a book.

无论怎么样，一个人借故堕落总是不值得原谅的，越是没有人爱，越要爱自己。

it's so right. when you are not loving yourself, you couldn't make your life better. and of course don't begging people to love you. Meanwhile, you have to love yourself before try to love someone else.

aww..weather is too hot makes me head ache,so shit!

here to stop,stay tuned.

Wish you were here

2011-04-08T07:07:00.000-07:00

Avril-wish you were here

I can be tough I can be strong

But with you It's not like that at all

Theres a girl who gives a shit

Behind this wall

You just walk through it

And I remember all those crazy thing you said

You left them running through my head

You're always there you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did

Didn't think about it just went with it

You're always there you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

Damn Damn Damn

What I'd do to have you

I wish you were here

Damn Damn Damn

What I'd do to have you

I wish you were here

I love the way you are

It's who I am don't have to try hard

We always say say like it is

And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy thing you said

You left them running through my head

You're always there you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did

Didn't think about it just went with it

You're always there you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

Damn Damn Damn

What I'd do to have you

I wish you were here

Damn Damn Damn

What I'd do to have you

I wish you were here

No I don't wanna let go

I just wanna let you know

That I never wanna let go

No I don't wanna let go

I just wanna let you know

That I never wanna let go

Damn Damn Damn

What I'd do to have you

I wish you were here

Damn Damn Damn

What I'd do to have you

I wish you were here

Damn Damn Damn

What I'd do to have you

I wish you were here

Damn Damn Damn

What I'd do to have you

I wish you were here

insomnia againnnn

2011-04-07T11:01:00.000-07:00

stay up late with mt heavy eyelids...

it's bad because i got insomnia most of the time...

tired but cant get to sleep, it may because of i didn't let my brain rest enough,

my brain keeps working...run and run...ewww!!

i think this situation will always with me until my pressure gone,

just need few days to go..!!everything would pause awhile.

stop thinking anything...

let me sleep well and sleep tightly><

hopefully i could fall asleep faster.

insomnia stop to disturbing me,gonna kill you!

jiayou.

great night world!

xoxo

random's update

2011-04-02T08:55:00.000-07:00

I, realised that matures guy are more attractive..lol..well,but please don't get wrong i didn't meant those boring and old men k..haha..
I meant who has matured thought, have their own ideas and of course never less some humor. Alright, it will be too lame if somebody else are all silence along with a serious look..Gosh,like a piece of wood dont it?kidding ya :P
nah,guys...be mature!muahaha~
so...so...i felt that mature guy are really more attractive.*rofl*.nothing else to say huh!

ok,let say other from that,
I've watching a Taiwan drama recently..name "zhong wu yan"

as you see,she has a big birthmark on face. in this drama shows that how's the reality in this pathetic world,she get bully most the time. and of course her good personality and kindness had touching people.
Fyi, have a good looking will always get special treatment..people always forgot to see what's inside of them..just like good looking covered up everything including people's eyesight.lol.seriously, an ugly heart are the most disgusting look everrrr.

I got no mood seriously, quite busy with my stuffs.sigh.
so stressed.Arghhh!!!! =[ although im jobless now but my pressure never less than before.
lotsa stuffs to worry about! yucks! ><

May God bless me =// let everything get to settle smoothly.

hang on..sweet dreams readers =]
ps,missing you.

let it be

2011-03-25T07:16:00.000-07:00

password= ask me =]

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2011-03-23T11:18:00.000-07:00

好吧，就承认吧。
大声笑吧，不就是容易受伤的女人。
还是那么害怕看见那一切，太可怕了，比看恐怖片还难以入眼。
不再看了，不会再看了，就连一个标点符号都带着刀。
心脏都还觉得刺刺的。

把什么都盖下去，用笑脸看世界，
美好的东西多的是，何必去看些不营养的让精神脆弱呢！笨蛋><

alright,tidy up my brain.

isn't worth to spoil my thought. :]

Monday, lady boss and "old big"elaine were pulled me to learn swimming.

ok, I can swim at last!pheww..

I've lived for nearly 20 years, finally got to learned it, because i was scared of water==

i've conquered it anyway! although im still lousy, but it's much better than know nothing right?

learn swimming makes my whole body weak,like no more energy,overwork?..lolx~

yesterday was tuesday,

we went to climbing as usual,

glad i was able woke up and still get energy to climbed up,

failed to finish the journey ><

whatever,

with a nice weather and some jokes had makes my day wonderful, enjoyable :)

good take =] nice weather indeed~

have a great night peeps!

[= UOYSSIM

I heart them so much♥

2011-03-18T01:07:00.000-07:00

I had a wonderful day with beloveds yesterday.

been a quite long didn't meet up with them,

omg. miss them crazy♥

ahwen and me ate this at stationone as dinner.lol.

hmm,we didn't know what's this. we guess,its mutton.

kind of Indian food i think. the taste is acceptable

and finally Ting was ready n we went to pick her up

I got these.. xD

surprising that..miss Ng Wee Ting still remembered it..so touched.hahaa!

ahTing gave me black forest choco.and ahWen gave chili milk choco.

I've great harvest.wow!!LoL~

blaa blaa...

Dream World again

DW seemed my second house..been there twice this week.haha

Ting

♥♥

xoxo~never ever be apart^^

after that,i back to ahwen's hse.waiting for an old uncle. :p

gosh..her room looks like hell..so messy man ><

bro and parents was finally back from Thailand.

and then got chocolates again..LoL!

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heres some random pics...

tadaa...my new "playmate" haha..

it's a he.n no name =p

what he likes to doin' with me..hug my leg everyday..LoL!

taking when climbing.

*no face to show*haha

nah..."youngster" your new profile pic! xP

opsss,or this one?wakaka..don't beat me.

here to stop,

ciaoz! :)

ok.it's lame post

2011-03-14T11:35:00.000-07:00

goshhh...so energetic now~
hmm...I was too free huh! =P

so i gotta find something to play and filled my time...

tadaa...
first time to using webcam taking pictures, ok..*outdated*i knew
its eldest bro's lappie..they went to Thailand for few days,
left me at home alone >< was me don't wanna go actually x)
webcam's quality is still acceptable i think...but my face look terrible..haha==

my skin sucks..=/ *pimple*

well,prefer these =P

-the end-

aww,insomnia again==

already 2.30am

bull shit><

climbing tmr again~huhu

wish i get to wake up,praying hard xD

:)

2011-03-14T10:02:00.000-07:00

hint: it's happened so unexpectedly

2011-03-10T08:13:00.000-08:00

心情烦躁。对于自己的未来觉得慌张。可恶的大学。
心里难过。对于自己越来越难以明白了。
不知道你们明白吗，对于有一些东西想要却无能为力。
很多东西都是说不出口的。

就像刚刚，其实打了好长一篇，
最后决定删除，因为说不出口，哈哈==

一直告诉自己不要喊累，虽然真的好累==
不要埋怨太多，要记得知足><

人啊人，那么辛苦在追求什么，
无形中的压力直逼着来。
深锁着眉头快起皱纹啦！

想了想，
是该找个能让我安心的肩膀靠一靠了，
来interview吧！哈哈==

my brain couldn't functioning well

2011-03-01T23:04:00.000-08:00

honestly, I need to clear my mind huh.

On and off I might still be weak at some points,

I shall refreshing my thought.

Maybe,just maybe i ought to give myself a new try?

ain't a bad thing through.

i knew, i cant really follow my thought recently.hmm :x

I will do or say something that contrary with my thought,

just like I'm cold but actually i don't wish to be that way,

sometimes,my mouth is tough as a duck mouth hehe :p

maybe i got split personality?? lolz

you might say I'm freaky..yes don't ask me why cause Idky.

haha

between,I'm officially jobless now,

so 'm looking for a new job.

ohya, i will work for pc fair again.lolz

venue is The Summit.i will work for maxis this time.

feel free? kindly come and take a balloon from me! hee ;p

so so so boring at home,

I can not used to this kind of life yet.

glad i went to climbing yesterday

loves sweating n killed some boredness. x)

Arghh, uni stuff drive me crazy,'m really confusing! *.*

huhu,going to charging battery ;p

微笑看待

2011-02-26T09:02:00.000-08:00

下一步该怎么走。下一站又在哪里？
不管我会在哪一站停下，只有懂得留下的，我才会留步。

不管是谁，即使是小小的塔罗牌都好都在说我不够勇敢，只会却步，
要我勇于尝试。是这样的吗？
要我不顾一切，是这样的吗？
我应该要这么做的？！

或许，我只是在等着，永远只会等。等好心人带路。
不管路上好心人是不是不耐烦的走了好几个。
总希望有那么一个会有耐心停下来让我明白我的不应该，带我走。

答应自己会开心，哪怕世界末日就是明天。
我也要笑着说_已经足够了，至少拥有过不少，因为我珍惜。_

得与失是成对比的。
没有什么是过不去的，只有自己跟自己过不去。
能微笑就是幸福的 ;)

Result!!! Oh My~~

2011-02-23T07:26:00.000-08:00

STPM result was finally released on 21 Feb.

although not the result i want,but thank God not the result I don't want.LOL!==

What i learnt the most in the Form6 life not how to study harder but how to study yourself. Nobody could really help you, even teachers didn't help much too. Wondering how could they be a pre-u teacher? Sometimes,they would even taught you something wrong! Goshhh..glad i didn't concentrated always.ROFL.:P

I personally have been going through a hard time emotionally during examination period. Studied at the mid-night and cried alone..definitely felt terrible bad ><. so happy it's over,I been forced myself to study stpm..i can say it's so disgusting, *yucks* n now I got my result,i can say i reserved it..not a very good result instead. A all pass result is hopeless too. At least I've tried my best, no regrets to myself through.

Back to the result,kinda worried bout it.hmm..aiks,let it be huh.=|

Believes that, experience made me stronger.

It's an "amazing experience" ever in my life.==

I gotta make myself stronger and of course more independent

well honestly, many things happened, and i learnt in some way or another.

time passed so fast,things changed,people changed..

is that the world too complicated or people not longer simply?

Valentine's day

2011-02-16T07:56:00.000-08:00

hmm,ya its a bit late to post about valentine's day,
haha!but i dunno what to post,
because its been too late to post about chinese new years :p

well, I couldn't remember hows i celebrated years ago,
because i never celebrated it..haha!
just a normal festival to me..did not have any felling during this festival

many people blog about their valentine's day,n so here i post it too,lmao~

i were stay at home or just hang out with buddies on valentine's day every years.
and this year,still the same..
on 13/2 i went to clubbing with ladyboss and my lovely colleagues..happy single valentine's!lolz

yes i knew,they look obviously drunk huh!

actually I almost drunk that night,but my face never turn red.haha!

the next day,was hang out with a special friend.

anyway,thanks for the surprise,i really appreciate it :)

m i capable to have a lover now?
kinda hesitant.
I don't wish to hurt anyone or lose anyone,
I might think too far and too much but i dare not to taking any risk yet.

i realize,love really need courage.
its so true.

因为珍惜，所以不能草率；

因为害怕，所以小心翼翼。

同感？

2011-02-09T01:26:00.000-08:00

深深了解一个朋友说的话，

因为_舍不得_改变目前的状况。

真的，舍不得。

很多时候，我们是无能为力的，

就因为过于珍惜，所以不想失去。

对前方的路质疑，所以宁可原地踏步。

short update*Happy Lunar Year

2011-02-05T20:03:00.000-08:00

ahaa!!

not really free actually~

lunar year,

a good chance to gathering with everyone

a good chance to earn some pocket money!LOLz

make a wish!!

hope everything will be alright for the coming year :)

this is mine,I've wrote down my wishes on it

tadaaa...

cutie grandma~xoxo~

my 2nd bro's Ipad..i wanna gt one for myself too!!! :')

when can i buy it?!hmm... o.O

Cheersss!

last two days ago,went to Lover Bridge with 3guys at midnight,

they are xian,chuinhong n eddy

quite enjoyed the time with them ;)

they make me laugh none stop.lmao.

ok~

stay turned ya!

will update more ;)

have a nice day!

2011-02-04T01:16:00.000-08:00

有时喜欢孤独，

也常常一个人；

一个人在家，

一个人就哪里都不会去。

矛盾的人，

喜欢孤独也讨厌孤独。

当孤独附着你，

脑袋瓜就会失常。

讨厌一个人吃饭，

所以宁可不吃。

讨厌一个人做任何事，

宁愿什么都不要。

人就是矛盾，

讨厌孤独又喜欢孤独。

没有绝对的对错，

对的事也有错，

错的事未必错。

STATUS today

2011-02-01T08:33:00.000-08:00

Irritable mood
Exhausted
Lost
Reluctant

Bull Shit!
I got no other word to describe my mood.
its only bull shit.==

Its new year's eve tomorrow..hmm,should say today.
well..I am "happy" not because of Chinese New Year,BUT finally I get to rest! T^T
Im all tired n totally no more energy when work,almost sick!
still, we have to smile nicely n patient everyday even they are unreasonable and impolite customers.

ya customers always the right!
wat the stupid theory is it?!==who's the stupid saying this..zzz...
for those believe it definitely is stupidest.lols.

Whatever...horrible days going to finished soon.
sighhh...hope we're still fine after tomorrow!

有那么一种人

2011-01-23T07:59:00.000-08:00

人家说，女人是需要保护的，真的很对，
所以这是为什么上帝在创造女人时决定让女人天生比男人娇小。

女人是需要被呵护的，不管她有多么坚强，
所以为什么说女人是水做的，容易掉泪。

这个世界就是这样，娇小又会掉泪的女生最有让人想保护的冲动，
于是，不娇小又不怎么会掉泪的女生就是归类为坚强的那群。
几乎没有人看得见她们软弱的时候，大家认为她们是懂得照顾自己的。

其实，她们不是懂得照顾自己，
而只不过是_习惯了_她们会反倒来想去照顾其他人，
于是，她们忽略了自己也需要的那一块。

有一种人，她其实很爱哭，
却又常常压抑自己，不在任何人面前掉泪，
她害怕别人有关心泪水的眼光。
她其实也想依靠人，却始终相信除了自救，没有人帮得了。

这样的人其实活得很累，是从里到外的累，
心房里装着满满的_累_与_烦_
因为不善于表达，所以也只有常常自行处理，
她不喜欢被怜悯，不喜欢假装柔弱，
因为她清楚只有自己变强大才是方法。

short update

2011-01-17T02:55:00.000-08:00

pheww! I am back :)
gotta post up my latest pics...XD
I've cut my hair today...
a big different but not short hair!

its before...absolutely long ya!

huhu...here is the result~
10cm++ gone~i feel good :D
because I never cut my hair for 6months!

in my work place..n ya this is my uniform.

press n press...LOL~yea its me :$

she is my niece.my cousin was helping her cutting hair...so cute!

well,I am almost bankrupt!!><
sigh...waiting for my salary!!
i've over spent this month,n failed to saving *sob*
gotta saving more next month~

today,17 Jan is Serah's birthday...
due my "finance problem"..lolz==
so I share her present with steve this time,gotta buy a better present next time
its a white wallet for her

Happy Birthday dear ;)

i got something wrong recently...
and something happened under my expectation.

somebody told me: do not always think that impossible,its because you never wanted to face it.
its so true...i was like always telling myself not to think too far n too much, so m i escape something..maybe yes.
I hope everything goes naturally.

ciaoz~

perhaps

2011-01-11T09:13:00.000-08:00

像一颗星，以为战胜黑暗，

像一阵风，以为站在云端。

以为就总是只会以为，

克服得了心理障碍么？

有时候，即使不愿意也得硬着头皮，

尝试接受何尝不是件好事，

但是前提是确保会办得到。

本小姐就是迷糊，

是我太白痴还是世界太复杂？

可能吧，就是先天性单纯，

也总是犯者不知明的错误。

the first post of 2011

2011-01-03T08:41:00.000-08:00

okay,how i spent my time on 31 December 2010?

I've counted down in cinema while watching Gulliver's Travels.lmao.

a funny movie as i expected. :)

2011

A new year,

another new chapter,

its so true.

and we will never expected our life ending on which chapter,

every new chapter has new characters debut,

we just try to coloring every new chapter,

and make it worthy.

So to me,

I shan't to forget anything and anyone I've learned n met in previous chapter,

2010 was amazing...I had many first tried in my life;

I've met a lot of new friends;

I knew clearly of many thing especially social reality,

how cruel is it,and they're so fake indeed.

still,I wanted to be more stronger,

more independent,

not to believe too much of people,

improve myself from everything,

would like to learn more!

only by allowing ourselves to become stronger to overcome all

keep moving on!

I will make myself better than before :)

ya,I started to working on 1 Jan 2011.

everything was normal on that day.

my first facial customer was a guy name alvin,

haha!omg i could remembered!

you know why because i was a little bit nervous,

I'm glad i didn't making any mistake yet,

pheeewww!thank God huh.

my hands are painful since i started my work,

because i was excessive force while massaging,

I cant even tied my hair this morning,ishh!

but i feel better now,should be ok tomorrow.

:')

pictures below are taken on last week while outing with girls:

yup,its me n Joyce were acting innocent.lol.

yes,she was crazy...

and me too!omg,ruined my image xP

with yiqin...love the tone of this pic :)

end with this here~

tomorrow would be suffering a lot!><

recently

2010-12-28T09:42:00.000-08:00

i was hiatus on msn for quite long time,lot of friends were asking me to on my msn...
haha, i apologize ya..hereby to tell you guys,I haven't install msn yet since my pc sent to reformat last time.
okay,I'd admit I am LAZY =p

alright,where i gone these few days ya?

i went to Malacca twice..
Once are going with Weiching..thank you very much!! I have a great day ;)
Second time was going with family...shop shop shop!extremely boring ==
LoL,because not much i bought,i don't see many nice goods this time.

other days was accompanying lovely animations! Vampire Knight so awesome.lmao.
and of course hanging out~nah,thank you good worker Alfred aka the "youngster".wakaka
so sorry to putting aeroplanes my girls,enjoy our dating day tomorrow ;)

between,I haven't finish my tidying work yet==
60% to go...how messy is my room!><
at least I've been kept all my stpms books...don't wish to see them anymore.
pheww...a big project man!rofl.

I am going to start working on this incoming Saturday...1 Jan 2011!
eshhh...people are having holidays but I've to work...
I got back beauty center to help my pretty lady boss,miss them so much!
So sooo...anyone wants to facial do come and find me ya!don't be shy,ahaha

Still,i am tired but don't feel to sleep!
well,good nite n slp tight everyone =)

dear.myself.

2010-12-23T10:37:00.000-08:00

在抗拒着什么，
好像由不得自己，明明就是那么的不想。

一次又一次还是勉强着自己，
傻蛋。

那是，难以解释的情绪。

有时候吧，只是有时候，
总会有那么一天，亲爱的自己，你一定会明白的，
都是迟早的事，让它随遇而安 :)

我不想，请记得我不想那样的，对不起。
不要把我复杂化，拜托了，谢谢合作。

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好痛地说，维持多久了呢？
真的有问题了？

最近的痛楚越来越频密，越来越明显，
从以前不以为意，直到遇见emily说了后，
感觉更肯定了，以前总以为是压力或心理作用，哈！
从呼吸困难到刺痛，到最近每天都跟我打招呼，
又是心理作用？？

所以，别刺激我。LOL
希望是我的多虑，不会有事的。

晚安 ;)

She is back

2010-12-20T09:48:00.000-08:00

look at the snail in the picture,

you will know that,

obstacles make us stronger.

Just try to conquer it with own strength,

be strong and persist :)

Yeah!!STPM is officially OVER.

Finally,I've graduated from Pre-U.

Finally,get to leaved my very first girls school.

I don't know what kind of result i will get,

but I've really tried to do it well,

perhaps perhaps...

I don't dare to think about it anymore,

so horrible! shit.

I still remembered the first day we stepped in the school,

I never ever expected i will enter the door of this top school,

everything are so different with my old school,

the students are so hardworking,everyday "hug"their books.LOL

there are all silent,one word : Boring.

but im quite enjoyed with the silentness anyway ;)

In short,I'm glad to met new friends there,

we've lotsa fun and unforgettable memories,

they make my form6 life worthy... :)

thanks for the everything :))

Ok,I am back...

so tired after working these few days.

the fair is finished and succeed.

feels like no energy,sour pain are killing my body.

and ya,i've lost my weight through examination and working.

finally i get to rest from today..phewww!

I am addicted to animation recently xD

so nice man!!

I like it!!

WOW!!So attracted XD

alright,I'm so lazy to upload some photos,

lets see tomorrow i could make it or no xP

有意思 :)

2010-12-06T09:04:00.000-08:00

最近在微博看到不少有意思的名句，有空再po上来 :)

这是今天从蔡康永那里看到的，

＂15岁觉得游泳难，放弃游泳，18岁时遇到一个你喜欢的人约你去游泳，你只好说我不会耶。18岁觉得英语难，放弃英语，28岁出现一个很棒但要会英语的工作，你只好说我不会耶。＂人生前期越嫌麻烦越懒得学，后来就越可能错过让你动心的人和事，错过新风景。

有点越来越喜欢微博，
看得见很多角度的东西，尤其是名人名言。
（当然追踪八卦少不了啦，哈哈）

像蔡康永，真的很欣赏他的才华和一些处世态度，
从他的博客也学了不少，很棒 =]

看看可爱又浪漫的

upset+happy

2010-12-06T08:46:00.000-08:00

kinda upset :(

My A were gone.

sigh.

Anyway,shall look forward for my last paper.

I knew i've did a lot mistakes in my previous papers,

totally 3papers i've lost my confidence.

but there is a thing Im very sure,I did better than before

been suffering a lot recently,i must dote myself after the war :P

I hope i can do my best,n put all my efforts next week.

to remedy my previous papers.

Some how I am kinda happy too :)

because I am going to separated with STPM soon

Im really tired but i don't want to sleep yet.

hmm something are ruin.

Friends,don't be so generous please

2010-12-01T23:03:00.000-08:00

I don't know who is it so generous to share my number for STRANGER AGAIN.
Did you know respect and privacy?Don't you think asked for my permission before you gave?
I'm not sure that is it anyone of my friends are making fun with me,
if you are so childish,please stop it.

And you,(MR.X)who gt my number from my friend,
if you're sincere to be my friend is ok,I don't mind
but did you know what is respect to a new friend?
don't be act like we're old friend,maybe you're but you never tell.
beware of those impolite sentences you used.
don't ever think i supposed to be your part of fun,
if you think it's funny to teasing with,I have no mood to cooperate with you.
exactly a wasted.

this is not the first time,
i hope no more stranger gt my number easily.
I don't mind to give my friend but if you want to give a stranger please ask for my permission.
thanks for your cooperation.

unknown factor

2010-11-26T08:16:00.000-08:00

I...

Don't know what to say...

but the feeling ain't right,

I.DON'T.KNOW.WHY.

'm simply tired.

my mood was uncontrollable going down.

Don't ask me why.

Because I wanna know the reason too!

do tell me if you know.lol.

don't worry,nothing else happened today.

maybe ya,there's always ups n downs.

n it's my mood goin down only.

hate it.

I just want to back to the track!

I knew i was abnormal for the whole day,

can say during these few months.

what the freak emotion.

I don't have the study mood now.

im just lying on the bed,"watch" at the book,

listening my favorite songs.

headache are killing me.

loneliness around me.

feeling l.o.s.t again.

wants to find somebody to talk,

but not anyone.

is ok,

i bet everything gonna be fine after tonite.

it's worth to take a look

2010-11-23T09:44:00.000-08:00

有位水手正準備出海遠航 , 朋友問他 : 你父親是怎麼死的 ?

( 死於一次航海事故 . )

你祖父呢 ?

( 也死在海上 , 一次突如其來的熱帶風暴 , 奪去了他的生命 . )

於是朋友好心勸道 : 那你為什麼還要當水手去航海呢 ?

水手淡然一笑 , 反問道 : 你父親是怎麼死的呢 ?

( 死在家裡 . )

你祖父呢 ?

( 也死在家裡 . )

親愛的朋友 , 那你為什麼還待在家裡呢 ?

生命的活力來自一種執著堅定的信念 , 若僅僅追求生活的安逸 , 活著無非是一個等待死亡的過程 .

What to do

2010-11-18T09:35:00.000-08:00

My mood is WT* now!
Eshhhh...I lost my motivation!
I am freaking nervous and fretful!

'm just felt like want to give up!
Goshhh...Oh my Guan Yin Ma,Dua Beh Gong,Jesus or any other Gods!
I want to scream loudly!!!WHAT To DO!

It's 1.01am,19 Nov 2010 now.
going to sit for the bull shit stpm on Tuesday,23 Nov 2010.
Oh Noooooooooooooooooooo!
Don't come,PLEASE!

I'm just closed my book n looked at the cover,
thinking of could i change a new brain?!
My brain seems like installed nothing but i do really understand what i had read.
All the sentences mixed up n knot up!
Feels like no tears to cry,I am truly fed up.
shit!!

I don't feel to do anything right now!
but there are so many reference books just like a mountain==
*grrrr* I want to throw them all away.

I NEED some motivation n perseverance.
im going mad with those books!
theories,graph,essay,analysis,proses,principles...n many more!
So rush,n feels like hardly to breathe.

T^T

I dare not to think too much,
I am just try my best to memorize,
study study n study continuously...
when i referred today,I'd failed to recall 50% of them.
Yea i know that's really bad,or should i happy because I still remember of the rest?
LoL

WHATEVER!I don't wish to be killed!
BUCK UP!!Give me some strength n motivation ><

nobody able to listen to me,but only my bloggie n readers.
so,sorry for wasting ur time to read a craps article.

ya,i bring along my harass n sadness to my bed.
nitez!

5am wow!

2010-11-13T13:18:00.000-08:00

Aww...it's 5am now~
so many books laying on my desk...
Im still energetic.LoL.

hmm,chicken little was hospitalized again,
and finally she got home today.
Thank God.
but she looks skinnier :(
haiz,i hope she has a healthy body.

uhmmm...

听了几首旧歌曲，

有让我想起很多人，

相信每个人都有这个经验吧？

对于身边的人总有一首属于他/她的歌曲，

每当偶尔听见，总会有许多回忆的片段浮现。

想起一些很久没有想起的人，

挺值得怀念的 :)

值不值得是人的观念，

如果你老是想着一切多不值得来让自己消沉，

为何不把它改观，想成让自己好过？

离题了~

言归正传，哈哈

飘过很多人的影子~

所以你们成功了，让我不由自主地，

将一些歌曲变成你们个别的主题曲 xD

是不是，也会有那么一首歌，

让你偶尔也想起我？^^p

Ohaiyo!

but i m just goin to slp now,

so good night~ x)

around the corner

2010-11-10T01:40:00.000-08:00

Skipped school today!I've plan to study whole day at home.
Unfortunately,I cant even sleep well last night,
Yeap,I am SICK.damn it.Feels like burning my body.
So hot,sweating,dizzy...arghh.

I had only study a chapter at the morning,
after lunch,im just fall asleep for 2hours.
feels like study nothing whole day?! *sigh*
alright,I'm just try to study and do some revision.

No time to sick!
Praying Hard...

Rachel remember take good care of yourself!!!!!

Paddy :)

Feels relax with paddy field.

Well,stay at home alone...

enjoy the silence.

spending my precious time with my books.

Dear all,wish me luck for my exam.

Cheers!

准到！

2010-11-09T05:11:00.000-08:00

白羊座代表人物：《kof》八神庵

之所以说白羊座的人值得爱，并不是因为他们有多优秀，而恰恰是因为他们的不完美…… 在白羊座的字典里永远没有“利用”两个字，他们不懂得什么叫阿谀奉承，什么叫阳奉阴违，白羊座的人选择人做朋友永远是看你是否“值得交”，而不是看你是否“有价值”。在白羊座的字典里永远没有“上赶着”三个字，白羊座的人永远只会去留意那些善意的向他们示好的人们，而不会为了达到某种目的去刻意与人攀关系。

白羊座的人并不是真的“很傻很无邪”，而是“很真很潇洒”，他们并不是不了解现实的残酷，并不是看不穿人与人之间利益的熏染，而是他们不想争，不想争并不代表没有野心，不想争并不是因为无能，而是在他们看来，一辈子的友情远远值钱于那短暂的利益…… 就算有一天白羊座的人想去争了也是选择“增加自己绳子的长度”，而不是费劲脑汁地扯断别人的绳子……白羊座的人永远不会为了所谓的“自己的利益”而与朋友撕破脸，他们这种不易被察觉的豁达是一般星座人比不了的。永远不要和白羊座的人玩心机，他们不计较不代表他们傻，不要因为自己占了白羊座便宜就沾沾自喜，不要以为你伤害了重友情的他们他们就会为此而苦恼……白羊座的热情和绝情只在转瞬间，他们只在乎在乎他们的人，对于他们来说被骗点感情和钱不算什么，说的再讽刺一点就是多你一个不多，少你一个不少，如果你选择背叛出卖他们，都不用他们刻意的把你当屁放了，你自己就顺理成章的把自己归为不是个玩意那堆里了。你可以有本事让白羊座的人“认输”“认栽”“认倒霉”，但是白羊座人的字典里永远没有“认错”两个字，明明他们也知道是自己的错。请原谅白羊座人这个最大的毛病——好面子，其实他们心里特别想跟你和好，所以这个时候希望你能给他们一个小小的台阶下……我敢说他们马上就会主动反省，向你道歉的。

白羊座的人脾气急，易冲动。与白羊座的人相处要时刻绷紧神经，要紧跟他们的步伐，这样才会让他们感觉到与你合作的痛快、默契，合拍。白羊座的人永远都是刀子嘴豆腐心，他们最毒的地方永远都是那张一天白呼个没完没了的嘴，请不要怕与白羊座的人争吵，因为只要他们还能跟你说话，就说明事情还没到不能商量不能解决的地步，说明他们还没有真的生气。真正被惹怒的白羊座往往是连瞅都不稀瞅你的。

白羊座永远都是那么的倔强，如果他们讨厌一个人，就一定要表现出来，一定要让那个人知道，就算水深火热当中，也绝对要咬紧牙关绝不张口向那个人请求支援……所以说抗战时期的白羊座如果被俘虏了绝对是死的最惨的那批。白羊座的人最为真实，他们把怒哀乐都表现在脸上，不懂得什么是伪装，什么叫强颜欢笑，从来都是有一说一，有二就不会说三。就算你很风骚，或很坏，

白羊座的人都不会介意，只要你表现的真实，骚但不装清纯，坏但不藏心机，就会被白羊座的人欣赏。如果你与他们冷战很久想要缓解，慢慢来，别太热情，会吓到小白羊的，会让他们觉得受宠若惊，他们不太会表达自己的感情，不知道怎么去回报别人，可是对他们好的他们会永远记得，有好东西一定与你分享，如果你们分享不到他们的东西，那一定是因为他们没钱而不是不想花钱。白羊座的人在正常情况说出的话就一定是真的，请相信他们。

白羊座的人最讨厌的就是自以为是的人，那种总是用自己的思想去揣摩他们心理得人。他们最讨厌别人对他们的话不相信，然后说什么“你是不是这么想的你心里清楚”之类的话……白羊座的人会觉得特别委屈。要记住社会再黑暗，人们再圆滑，也还是有一些人保持心中的那一份净土，对别人坦诚的，那就是白羊座。

白羊座的人很难做人的，其实他们骨子里相当孤傲的，很喜欢安静，不喜欢多说话，可是又不得不想让周围的人因为他们的存在而感到快乐和幸福！所以，稍微稳当点的白羊座会被人说成清高，活泼点的就被人说成“二”……请理解白羊座，清高的并没有瞧不起谁，“二”的只是为了你们能开心，幸福。白羊座的人值得去爱，愿爱着白羊的孩子们永远幸福！

第一次觉得那么准，哇噻

哈哈

心情写实

2010-11-03T03:15:00.000-07:00

地球一样会转，不管你快不快乐
你的一切变化改变不了世界。

人容易因环境因素改变自己，谁都一样
人就是那么渺小的。
你今天改变了吗？是好还是坏？

我呢，因为环境也改变不少，
我变得独立，沉默，情绪化。
但我还是那个我。

这一阵子，短短的时间，
我减少接触太多人，好朋友甚至家人。
你会问家人怎么可能？每天朝夕相处不是吗？
哈，我最近都躲在房里啊~

除了妈妈还有最小的那小瓜，
我谈话对象只有书本，网络，还有电话。

书本呢，我会在半夜自己解释书本里的东西给自己听，
停下来自己都觉得好笑了。
自己竟然会自言自语起来！
老实说，以前的这个时候我还是很放松，
现在越来越紧绷，知道物极必反，
越逼自己，好像越堕落，奇怪。

说到书呢，
最近真的睡眠很不好，
睡一半醒的时候会吓倒自己，“刚才不是在读书吗？”
不然就是，醒来一直回想刚才在读什么鬼进脑没
可能这就是临时抱佛脚的症状，
以前不见得那么压力，成绩也理想多了，
现在很急躁，什么都一塌糊涂那样！

温习不到一个小时，就会到处走来走去，
好像开始过渡紧张，一直在想时间不多，
很可怕！

唉~是时候减压！
这星期的IT Fair就是减压的最好管道，
有空就来 Square one 支持下吧 ;)

嗯...
偶然发现身边一些人让我很不解，
是在攀关系也好，改变看法也罢，
那些人从前会听到特们说一大堆对对方的不满，
突然间他们好像天下无敌的熟络，
可能我最近跟不上脚步了，呵呵
世界发生什么大事了么？

人类，太虚伪了，很假。
当然我也顺便在说自己，
在必须的情况下，大家都会习惯性戴上面具吧？
别说你没有，那会很假，哈哈！

像我家人一样的死党，还是只有你们好啊
好想念疯狂的日子！
等我自由，我要一次过玩到爽。

好啦，牢骚发到这，
要回家关房间了，哈！

保佑我的脑会记得该记的，
不然会崩溃！

Irritability

2010-10-30T00:11:00.000-07:00

damn it.

bad mood.

I need a peaceful place!!!

shit you.

stop to making noises please.

sorry for the indifference I've made for the sometimes.

I am just lost control when something goes terribly wrong.

I don't meant it for what I've said sometimes,

I am just being depression and irritability.

I cant force you to understand me,but please at least not given me unnecessary trouble.

stpm is killing me,

I try to standing,

I don't want to wasting time.

I felt regret and curious with what I've done in the last few months?

I am just try to relaxing myself,pull out from tension.

I know I am weird recently.

nobody knows the main reason even myself.

ya,you would say studies n me too.

But i realized that,the environment conditions of my home are terrible.

it is *grrrr* you will never know my felling.

I hate people quarrel,talking nonsense.

What the crap indeed!nobody like it i know.

I am simply get infect from them.damn.

I hate immature people purposely talking those craps to me.

If you aren't know me well,please!shut ur mouth thanks.

Books!I am coming to settle you!

yea,STPM makes us look like this xD

Go go go~ Good Luck everyone ;)

cherish those time we are together =D

Randomness of OCT

2010-10-25T02:40:00.000-07:00

Happy Belated birthday to Ken.
I haven't seen him a quite long time,LoL
Glad he is happy with this delayed celebration.=)

Happy Earlier Birthday to Eva,Lynvia,E tien n Wei ying
:)

Ya,she was the driver aka birthday girl too.Eva.

she has so many "toys" to play XD
specs,especially the sotong(octopus)

yea,i like it.Cool is it xD

the celebration was held in Mozyn Cafe.
High heels party.rofl.

They are birthday girls ;)

hmm..the others please refer to Lynvia's FB photo album,haha!
*Im lazy*

pheww!!lotsa things happened these few days,
but i got no time to tell...haha.

Oh ya ya ya....I was just realized I have to buy totally SEVEN presents this month!!
How could it be?most of the mothers preferred to gave birth on this month huh?
hahah,jkjk~

Alright, since my hubby gone,
my modem cant stay with me too...It's spoiled ><
I reuse the old modem which almost-rusty in store room.
I were surprised that,still can work!

so happy with that,but i dunno WHY.
this modem seems anti with the old-generation-pc ==
The pc shows connected but just cant even open any website,
the weirdest thing is...able to open YAHOO ONLY O.O?

Im gave up with that nyway,that modem can even supported my phone n notebooks.
so,my eldest brother let me touch his notebook sometimes.
n that's the one of the reason i didn't online for a quite long time.

Yea,going to take a nap now,
I must start to date with my books tonite =S

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我有一点开心，对于ta不再有任何的感觉。
几乎只活在我自己的世界里了。
老实说，我连讨厌的感觉都消失了。
什么感觉都没有。

有点迟？一直以来，
很多人好像都还在误会什么？
不相信我真的麻木了，不相信我早就放开了。
相信我，是真的好吗 :)

直到最近我们一起出来而已，
身边的人也好像以为我们还有什么？
哈哈，问下你们，一起去哪里就有什么咩？
同样的道理嘛，一男一女就一定要怎样阿？

我已经不再躲避了，真的。
对于谁，我都坦然以对。
承认有一段时期一直逃避，很敏感。
但已经没有了，你们也不用畏忌那些话题了，
真的啦
要说，要问，随便随便~
一点影响也没有。

大家都已经有自己的生活，
其他的都不重要了。当下才是重点 :)

像阿雯，你之前说不太敢提，
忘记跟你说，真的无所谓哦 :)

像一些好朋友，到现在还很生气ta
别这样了啦，很久了耶！哈哈
谢谢你们的义气！

快点结束这种生活，
我要过的精彩！
而不是黑白的！
全部都是字！！><

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